Rambling th0ughts

I d0nt feel positive t0day... All of a sudden i felt empty, alone and sad... I just want to cry until all the tears have dried up... Waaaaah whats happening? Ugh.. I feel so bad..

I think I need a friend-boyfriend immediately... Its funny because lately i have been thinking ab0ut my ex and all the things i used to d0 with him... I d0nt kn0w exactly if im missing the pers0n or just the feeling of being with s0meone..

Here's what I missed being with him/being in a relati0nship:

1. Saying i love you to each other because y0u just felt like saying it or because y0u just want to be kissed,hugged or see that smile in his eyes;

2.Having someone to be with y0u on times like this-when y0u just feel unloved..

3. He listens or pretends to listen when i c0mplain ab0ut s0mething and he n0ds or say s0mething like "hayaan m0 na yun,wag mu na pag aksyahan ng panahon..lika nga dito" and then he hugs y0u...ooh that simple gesture...sigh

4. Having lunch/snack/dinner outside...just hanging out...kahit pa sa tabi tabi lang kau kumain

5. Someone caring 4 u when you are sick...Yung tip0ng sasapukin na ko kc kung anu2 na sinasabi ko like: 'mamamatay na ata ako'

6. Someone giving in 2 ur wants kht na kaartehan na lang..yung pag nakanguso ka na at mukhang nagpapacute,bibigay na rin sya.hehe

7.Someone who's pr0ud of me being his girlfriend..hindi yung to sh0w off lang but yung parang 'this is my gf treat her with respect'..

8. Those nights...hehehe n0 need to explain further...LOL

9. Having a drink with him,discussing anything and everything..

10. Monthsaries,anniversaries and every occasi0n on the calendar that i celebrate with him..

To sum it up,maybe i just need s0meone beside me...a partner,a lover, a friend...

Crap..i need a beer...